When Expectations Fail and the Enemy is at the Door

President-Elect Trump is going to be inaugurated as president in about a week.  With it comes a new dynamic – an unexpected one – and the dangers are real with a new person on the top.

Recap

In the past few years, I realized that my life and its development were affecting what was happening in Washington – during Biden’s presidency. This led me to conclude, and I still believe that Biden is – a new term – like my proxy in the White House.  My spirit there and experiencing the challenges and protection that that position creates.

I don’t think that his getting to the White House was an accident or by my or his powers.  He was chosen.  Had to be around 2008 as the vice-president. Chosen, it seems I was judged worthy of that position – at the time just finishing a community college in engineering and headed to a university – with pretty good grades. Just a few years back my life was nothing and I was suffering from a devastating mental illness. Still, that was overlooked and the potential was seen – even if in a distant and with an uncertain future.

I have come to realize that nobody in the world is a finished project that can be taken to lead it.  That person needs development, time, chance and protection to make it there.  I was no exception.  Believe, like that phrase that I heard on TV (that I was not able to find in any lines), that “I am the world’s best chance”.

I don’t think that this chance was an accident.  Maybe I was sent here for a time like this – an unfinished product – or I designed this life and given the body. Still the goal was great and the result uncertain and I would not be alone in the risk – making it – or really loosing with devastating life consequences.

I realize that I am not alone. If I was it would change things.  But I came here with a “soul group” that depends on me to make the milestones, objectives and we rise and fall with my accomplishments and really – leading. Me being the cutting edge I am first to experience the challenges and win or lose in them.

My plan is great and I have my detractors.  Ones that have taken my opposite side. God is not one of them.  He continues to be by my side and does his part. This is a real reassurance even knowing that I will likely lose him one day forever.  Nevertheless, I take comfort in his reassuring words.

Recently

In my last post (The Predicted WWIII is Looming), I was hoping that somehow Biden would stay in office – based on the predictions of a voice.  It is now clear to me that that was a bad voice to believe in.  You learn your lessons and adjust your beliefs accordingly in life.  I am new to this so I have some things to learn.

As Trump won the presidency and started to make his plans known, I was wondering if he was against me or for me. I got a reassurance that he was. But now it is not clear to me.

God has been, now and years back, warning me that a new president would be a danger to me. Is Trump that one? I struggle with his new voiced positions and weight whether he is the one.  There is really nothing that really puts him in my group.

The Attack

Just today, Steve Bannon, made it into the head lines with: Pledges ‘To Take This Guy Down’…, the guy being Elon Musk.  Elon Musk is clearly in my group.  There are a few posts I made about me having to survive attacks that were publicly aimed at him but were really existentially against us. We survived them.

With Bannon showing his true colors, it seems clear to me that this Trump group may be of the same mindset.

Bannon gave an interview to an Italian newspaper, in a country that is accepting Musk’s Starlink system for governmental operations.  (Steve Bannon condemns Elon Musk as ‘racist’ and ‘truly evil’). 

This is where he labeled racist remarks at Musk:

“He [Musk] should go back to South Africa,” Bannon said. “Why do we have South Africans, the most racist people on earth, white South Africans, we have them making any comments at all on what goes on in the United States?”

So his statement that just because Musk is a past South African, that he cannot have any comment on the government of USA.  Sounds like racism to me.

What Bannon is hoping to achieve is to prevent Musk from gaining special privileges to Trump’s White House.  Here is a man who has given a significant part of a billion dollars to Trump’s winning campaign being argued that he should have normal person privileges.

This bodes ominously for Musk and me for the future four years.

Is this an existential crisis? I was thinking this when I started this post.  But it seems it may not be so.  While Bannon is going all in against Musk, it may be asking a lot to get a little less. Where are Trump’s handlers on this?  Are they trying to get some distance from volatile Musk? Or are they going for his throat? This is unclear right now, but it won’t take too long to figure out the answer.