So I went through a period, maybe the sixth time, where I decided that dating for me would be existentially bad.
This got triggered on a YouTube video that I saw. Felt that what the channelers were saying was coming meant they were against me.
So, it lasted a little over two weeks.
Things on this made sense, certain guidance that I was given seemed like it was supporting this abstention.
I was even told that dating was existentially dangerous – multiple times.
I would reject anything that suggested that it was coming.
But today, it became convincing: dating is just bad and beneficial.
I have gone through this so many times already. It started with a feeling that overwhelmed my life. I liked it and really believed in it. There was also some paranoia.
But anyways.
And another yoyo.
I’ve flipped back and hopefully this time for good. Yes, dating is bad – but for me it is existential. The first one will be my first and last – because I will suffer mission failure and be taken out or cloned.
The YouTube channelers, there are a few key ones that make it seem that dating for me is unavoidable. Therein lies the problem, assuming that dating is existentially dangerous for me, their push means that they are trying to get me killed. So, I can’t watch any of them – because I can’t be sure which ones are my opposition and which ones are not – but still may be changed in the future.
YouTube
I am not sure about going back to YouTube. I need to be doing things instead of listening to people talk about my future. Productivity.
Also, the channelers are on both sides of this. But the last time they suggested to stay with them.
They were pushing to get off social media, start vlogging and start a business. The last could get me bankrupt – something I think they want. The vlogging I think is not the right time for it.
Me
There are changes that are happening to me. I feal like obstructions are being removed. Clearings are happening and feelings that I haven’t felt in decades are manifesting.
I don’t like walking anymore. That has played hell with my health metrics.
But I went walking again today – 92F weather, overcast, rainy.
Governments
UK’s Starmer has announced his resignation this week. There is little reason given to why. He seemed to live and govern a simple and peaceful reign as a prime minister.
Then this.
Based on how I am going through a turning point and he is stepping down; I started wondering if I am the cause. What could it be?
There was an assassination attempt on me when I traveled to England in 2025. I survived. His government apparently was behind it.
I thought to myself was it them or was it a unit say from another country that did it? It is obvious now.
I thought to myself, darn the people behind him might just move to the next administration. What a pity.
But God told me that for those people was the end of the road. Literally. I was stunned. These are serious repercussions.
“Those of us who live and die in the shadows” (a Mission Impossible: Dead Reckoning line).
Europe
My brother came back from Europe, and he doesn’t seem to be the same. Did something happen there?
I started getting feelings that maybe they take people there and send clones home.
I feel really sad and mourn for him who did not come back and maybe is detained and is never coming to the surface anymore.
Changes
So, I am going through a big change. Around this time Hunter Biden is back in the press and on X. Russia is starting to get really hit and Ukraine is making a turn around. I don’t doubt this is connected to me. This is a beginning for both him and me.
June was supposed to be a big month for me, and it really is shaping up to be that. It has become clear today – the latter part of the of the month.
In July, Putin is getting advised that maybe they need to scale down the conflict, due to the damages that are being done by Ukraine – like the oil refineries being taken offline. Russians are waiting in long lines for a little gas. But he is saying hell no and wants to double down on the offensive. I think he will eventually come to his senses. The damage Ukraine is doing will make this inevitable.
So What It Means
I had all kinds of predictions that the channelers gave me. Now those are in question. So, what awaits this year?
Probably some sort of recovery and a source of income. I was told by my voices that I will be on CNN but I don’t know if it will be this year. The channelers said it is this, but as I look back at some of their predictions that should have happened by now – they pretty much have not. Bunch of liars.
Apparently, I will have something to sign so maybe a work contract, God is reminding me. Something will work out and I will get to be independent.