Take Two: A Serious Attack on Musk and Me

The Brazilian Supreme Court has banned X in the country.  But this is not the first time that Elon Musk’s company is in danger. And it seems to be affecting me.

Sweden Strike on Tesla

The first time, the scenery was Sweden and there was an illegal strike originating outside of the Tesla’s company there, due to them not having signed a collective agreement.  Tesla was getting denied services in the country and it seemed like it was only getting worse, to the point that Tesla might be forced out of the country.  Worse, it was spreading to other Nordic countries and even to USA.

I felt this was a danger to me.  So, one walk I was making on mid-December 2023, I was convinced that this was against me and it was coming from Europe’s mainland. I was saying things like “Stand Down!” against this plot as I was walking on a bright day, on a trail along the canal.

This was serious.  It was an existential threat to me, Musk and Tesla. I felt like it was mainly meant against me.

Why me? Aren’t I am a nobody? Well not exactly. I am supposed to be a world leader someday.  I feel that I am leading high-profile figures in the world like Elon Musk, President Biden, Sam Altman. This is not lost on intel agencies and ones who have much different plans for me.  So come the attacks.

I wondered why Europe is against me?  Without me they have no future. Indeed, around this time they were desperately trying to get in a suicidal war with Russia.  Why not a better future?

That day, the best I could come up with was that either they were hiding things they did not want exposed (that a war would cover up) or they just could not handle the rigor of a world class leadership would require.

So, I am walking and shouting against the plot against me.  Suddenly I hear a familiar friend say that it will fail.

The danger went away, and I no longer was worried about this topic.  The strike stalled and was no longer a threat to Tesla.

More on this topic can be found on my previous post.

Brazilian Supreme Court Bans X

I didn’t want to follow this topic.  In the news around August 2024, there was a chain of events that led to this.  Fair or unfair, legal or illegal, the Brazilian Supreme Court banned X.  At the time I felt that Musk’s attacks on the judge leading the rulings, were only inflaming and making the situation worse.

Again, I felt that this was a danger to me.

Starlink started to be affected there. Musk was saying that it would not comply with the ban on X.  This would embroil Starlink in this mess.

Again, I was hoping that this was not a danger against me.  Maybe it was Musk’s problem.

But as I was ready to go my therapist, yesterday, I felt my heart was experiencing problems.  I believed this was due to this situation.

So, I started to war against this thing that was affecting me, with words.  As I was waiting in the lobby area, I requested that this Brazilian issue would not pose a danger to me for one year.  It seemed to have worked, and I felt better.

After the appointment, while I was hearing things like that this was a win for me, I was not so sure.  I felt like there might be a resurgence.

I canceled the one-year request and asked for a forever one.  But what if this was not enough?  I was hearing God say that this attack was within the strength of them to succeed.

So, I got up from my bed and sat down at the computer.  What is going on here?  What is the attack’s strength against me.  As I was examining some of the things about it, it seemed that it had a force field – a sort of immunity from an attack.  I was trying to war against this, but would there be an end?  Was I doing enough?

I looked at my surrounding.  On a piece of paper, was my to-do list. Written was a car insurance company’s name and a note about a device that I was looking for.  It had disappeared.  Did it have any connection to this crisis?  Where did it go?

The computer came out of sleep and started to make connect/disconnect noises by itself.

What does the insurance company have to do with this.

Eventually I remembered that at the beginning of this year, I went on Medicaid.  For the past few years, I was paying my insurance premiums myself.  But when I was hospitalized, I succumbed to the pressure and decided to go on the Medicaid plan, where I paid nothing.

Was this causing me problems? Was it the source of evils against me?

I decided that I will immediately try to switch over to a different plan where I pay all of the premiums.

I went on the New York website and started the process.  There had to be a way to switch over in the middle of the year.  And there was.

The new plan would start next month – almost an entire month away from the 3^rd.  I didn’t have that long, if the attacks were coming from this weakness, I had to start paying immediately.  So, I called the customer support to have it start as soon as possible.

The agent said that he didn’t have the ability to do this himself, but I could file an appeal where I could argue for this request and maybe have it overturned.

This was not going easy.  Maybe I should wait.  I asked God.  He returned with: file an appeal.  This was hard, and I wished I didn’t have to do it. But I requested one.  It will take a few weeks to the hearing.

But things started changing there after the insurance switch.  It was as if a spell was going away.  Perceptions changed.

I lost a very good medical doctor this year.  Next my therapist told me, yesterday, that she would be moving soon away from the location that I went to.  I wondered if being on a plan that the state paid was causing these good providers to leave me. 

Bigger Turning Point

I wanted to make at least two more changes at this time.  What would they be?

The next change I decided to make was canceling my smartwatch order.  God was against it initially, but I was really excited about it and wanted it.

There was a lot of problems with this smartwatch.  I had one before and it was giving me wrist pain from the heartbeat sensor underneath. The screen would hurt my finger when using it.

So I decided to cancel the order.  Good riddance.

What would be the third action?  This one was harder to find.

The mental health treatment provider that I am going to seems to be time limited. I was told that people should stay there for at least a year and sometime after that they leave.  This was not something that I expected.  I was about 2/3 of the way through the year.

Decided that I would start to leave this provider early.  I started to look for a new psychiatrist.  This was not easy and it took me longer than the time I had yesterday.

The therapist may be leaving in about a month.  I felt that I didn’t trust anyone else, so I would make the switch before she left.

So, I have decided that I will stay at that provider for now.  I really like the psychiatrist there. And maybe I will be fine with the new therapist – if that happens. We’ll see.

Today, I experienced some really good feelings.  My gut was a source of disorder, ruin and problems and my guides/friends say that it is unfixable. But today and for the first time I felt some pleasure from there.

The lunch routine was coming up and usually it would be a hard thing for me.  But for a minute, as I laid on my bed, I looked forward to it.  It would get me off my bed and keep me busy for about an hour.  This was unprecedented.

Something was happening and it was good.

Change of Tactics

I read that yesterday, Starlink put out a press release that it would follow the court order and disable X in Brazil while pursuing legally to have X reinstated.  This was really smart, and I was wondering if my war that day had a beneficial effect on them.  This was hard to say since it was the same day and press releases take time to plan.

I was hearing that this would be the last attack on me.  They have gone through almost all of Musk’s companies so that makes sense. 

Where are the attacks coming from?  I was seeing that it is from Europe and Israel.  Europe, we covered but why Israel? I believe that if I fail, that the next in line for as a world leader, is Israel.  Europe doesn’t want a future; it seems to me.  And USA will not have one. So, who is left in the West?  I covered some of this in this post: A Serious Close Call.

But Christ said that Israel will accept the Antichrist.

While the Brazilian issue may not be resolved immediately, I am hopeful that X will be able to contain it and find a solution in the future.

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