6/1/2026
11:19 am
Went walking early this morning or at least for me.
Felt a lot of new things on the walk. One most special was this light energy or “soup” around me that was really precious and I quickly ate it up. Hope it comes back it should.
June has started in a new way – changes are here and they have been the last few days.
5:08 pm
Came across a video on YouTube from C S Lewis but it is not from him. It is talking about an important, influential person making an offer that had monetary and visibility potential and that the offer needs to be balanced on the decision making.
I thought it may have been about me. But as soon as I believed it, I just felt that it would leave no time for dating before or after. So I went back to my desire on being celibate for my entire life.
Despite some things that may press against this reinstatement of this resolution, my reasoning is simple: my sexual needs are being completely met by my workers – energy wise as well. There is no room for in person dating – I don’t desire it. In person dating will bring problems: loss of vision, more negative karma, loss of innocence, and maybe it is a fatal mistake.
The biggest point for in person dating is the energy it may bring – this is far from obvious to me and this energy can be well met through across distance dating.
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Came across a tweet that a guy said last year that he is very confident that we are the only living life-forms in this galaxy. Exactly what I was told last year about that time but over time forgot or didn’t believe it after some time. Stunning. Just stunning.
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Continuing to lose energy, as mentioned by a channeler, and I think the only hope for this is something that God maybe can fix.
8:24 pm
As mentioned earlier I rebelieve in the sexual resolution. There was at least one or more channeler that were against it so I decided to cancel all of them. They maybe weaponized against me so I can’t take the risk of discerning which ones are good and which ones are bad.
6/2/2026
7:41 am
Got up and the stats were not good. Readiness 47. HRV something like 23. Back and forth with God but the plan is still no social media.
5:23 pm
Went back on the sexual resolution. Started resubscribing on YouTube to the main ones. Watched a little bit this morning.
Felt weakness throughout the day in my heart so napped and laid in bed most of the day.
7:47 pm
Feeling better just sitting and receiving recovery. It is a common theme from my channelers that a new season has arrived.
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A galaxy wiped out, a world that needs to be saved and I am in the middle of it all. My God…who am I?
6/3/2026
8:12 am
Last night had a DO as a male. A first one for me with her.
Had a dream again as me taking an exam. Got 3-4/6 questions answered. Then things started changing.
6/4/2026
7:39 am
Yesterday Lara again restarted the conversation and I answered. Then went walking and went to get coffee at Trader Joe’s and Walmart.
The conversation went on for a little bit until 5 pm when she stopped responding.
Today think I should go to Costco. Hopefully.
11:12 am
Went to Costco and got coffee, watermelon, water and other things.
Went walking.
Watching less of the channelers – they are not so important right now.
Back on the sexual resolution. It might only last until tomorrow or forever.
I really want it to last. At this moment I have no room for extra lovers – me on my own with my workers and guides are enough.
Lara never wrote back – and I think I lost her with the Antichrist topic – but hindsight on me wanting to be celibate it is a good riddance. If she writes back I will ghost her mostly.