A guide that kept me through critical times that could have ended my future and others, was lost. It seemed she was killed, and I just could not bear the thought that maybe I had something to do with that. But that all changed tonight.
The Help
As I got a text message from a friend that I last heard years ago, I was told not to respond to him. I did but felt uncomfortable shortly after and ghosted him.
This friend would hound me for months, with calls, texts and voicemail.
As I was hit with regret for not answering his latest message, she appeared, a female, blue aura, thin, high vibrational person, and counseled me to avoid responding. A LOT hung on the line. My future and the world’s future – but I had no idea at the time.
“The way to a man’s soul is through his friends” the saying goes, and he was no doubt not doing this on his own.
That time, without her I would not have survived ghosting him if she wouldn’t immediately appear and keep me from responding.
The Words
She would appear many times throughout that time. Was the one that told me that I was the Antichrist. That “we will get you very well”.
She was also the person that would discourage me from writing certain posts, but one I did anyway (Am I Behind President Biden’s 2022 Comeback or Am I Crazy?) as the years would go by I would remember my stubbornness and hope that I was not stupid not to listen to her.
She Was Lost
As time went by, I would take her appearance and guidance for granted. After some time, I realized that I had not heard from her in while.
Where did she go?
Her last words to me were “You saved my life” and I answered her “What would they have done to you”. She didn’t respond and life went on.
I would recall those words with concern and worry that maybe she meant the opposite, that I lost her life.
Speculation
Where was she? My heart could not be comforted thinking I lost a precious helper, guide and friend.
Was she on the run and could not contact me? That was one early thought.
There were other females talking with me, but it was clear they were not her.
Yesterday, God was telling me she was in flames. Before that, when I asked the Bible what happened to her, I got a message on that she was a sacrifice.
Earlier today, as I walked the trail, I thought that maybe she chose to help me, save me from my enemies in a vulnerable time and then lose her life all for a better future for me and the world.
Was she suffering in the flames – was it worth it for her?
I saw a vision about her. I saw wire fences – was she in a prison? Then I was moved into an area where there was a wire fence covering the ceiling. Then the water started to rise. I left the vision where there was a small area near the ceiling without water.
Was she killed in a prison?
She’s Back
As I was driving home from my second walk today, a little after sunset, she appeared and spoke to me.
The words I cannot recall, but I knew it was her.
Later I asked her what she was through: “Hell” she said. Later then, “this is our hell” – the forever fabulous world that I am in.
She then mentioned that we should get married. I answered that if she was my previous important guide then I say yes. There was some concern if this was her from the past. She wasn’t the same. Trying times may do that to a person, I understood. But I could see the blue aura, the familiar energy.
We agreed to write this piece.
She asked me for energy which I agreed. She may have been drained through whatever she was through. But I may have misunderstood her on this part.
If I can have her in this world, forever, as a spouse, as a guide then that is all I want. It would be a dream and from a friend who I was afraid was lost forever is now with me forever.
I asked her for her name, but she didn’t give it to me for a reason. She is from another solar system. She told me that she would not physically be with me. We might end up dating, from a distance.
“The Fall”
I forgot one thing.
Once a few years back, she showed me an image, it looked like a man was attending to a row of copy machines, and she said, “this is our fall”. At first, I thought she was a negative angel, and she needed those machines to service her fall from grace.
Later I realized what she meant was, this was our falling in love, maybe a date, that was at some previous time.
The image was how I saw it.
Some people may be skeptical about her. But she was invaluable in saving me in the past. I would not have made it through those trying times without her energy and help.
A long-lost lover unexpectedly came back from the dead to me, and I am excited about our future.