I have been going through some hard days lately. I have tried to go back to working on electronics and repairing stuff. About a month ago, I really thought that would be the means to have fun and avoid boredom. Bought about $500 dollars worth of stuff and made room in the basement. I was going to have a repair business fixing CRT TVs.
That really never happened . I lost interest in that hobby after about a week. Then the basement was too cold for me. And now it sits alone there.
Explored returning to video games. Worked off and on. The video games were the first time that I really exercised my mind. Sometimes after taking a break, I would feel like my mind had dug deeply into something. For some reason this also coincided with me gaining weight. Not happy about it but God doesn’t recommend exercise. But I know that the times that I had higher weight were the best times. The drug I take, when working better, leads to weight gain. I am at my all-time high.
The Space Guys
As I was trying to find something to watch or read, I kept thinking about the group that I had left behind, about half a year ago. They were a big part of my life back then.
This was during another period where I was trying to find some “deep information”. I had come across, years before then, a story of a base on Mars – that there were people living there. I read about it and moved on. Then for years after it, I tried to find that website again.
A lot of time went into searching my website history with no luck. Google is the last place you go to find information like this. I had some experience in finding alternative search engines and tried to do a search on Mojeek.com. It is really a very primitive search engine but for this attempt I got what I was looking for on the first time in the first spot.
This is how I found Dr. Salla and bought his books. It was really a mind-blowing experience reading about how a breakaway German secret society group got the information to build flying saucers as early as 1920s. With the help of a reptilian-humanoids they moved their operations to Antarctica. They built a fleet, that is now known as the “Dark Fleet” and established colonies in other star systems.
Galactic War
This is only a small part of the story. I learned about The Galactic Federation of Worlds. This is a galactic alliance of positive ETs, following the prime directive that is now warring against the negative reptilian-humanoids called Ciakahrr. The war started recently and only because the GFW gained a deciding advantage after a new group joined them.
I wrote in A Desperate Dramatic Galactic War is Raging how I was rooting for the Ciakahrr.
Not sure why I was rooting for them. I think it was because I had allied myself first with Biden , we did have a connection. I explain in post Am I Behind President Biden’s 2022 Comeback or Am I Crazy? That put me in the deep state territory and what likely led to my support for the Ciakahrrs.
The Ciakahrrs are losing right now. The GFW are likely soon to annihilate them.
Numbers
I have explored the numerology of both sides. The Galactic Federation of Worlds, also I believe is known as the Ashtar Command, seem to be more closely aligned with me. Here is how. The code is described in the Biden post.
Ashtar = 118219.
Ciakahrr = 39121899
Notice the 219 in Ashtar and the reverse in Ciakahrr. This means they are the opposite – like mates. They make good enemies and warring sides. But in my experience, in our world, adversarial relationships are known as marriage. I make the case for this in one of my posts (Knowing Alex, Israel).
So how does this relate to me?
My initials (unofficial), AIK, 192, and with last name first, KAI, come up as 219. I rented a house in Texas for a few years which address was 219. At the time I was not aware of the connection.
So, you see, I have a better connection to Ashtar than the other.
Finally, this number analysis, works only because I am using the English language. It may not work in other languages these parties use.
Why I Left Them
I was following this group for probably less than a year. I came across a YouTube video by Elenna Danaan, where she was talking about the importance of not using drugs, and also psychiatric ones. From that I decided to stop taking the antipsychotic drug that I was on.
That led to a crazy experience about 10 days later where I ran away from home into the fields and completely disrobed myself and kept running around. Police took me to the hospital.
This is where I theorized that my life was in danger as I was taken aboard a Navy’s Cigar shaped space mothership. They are supposed to be white hats, so they have a reason to be against me, a Biden enabler.
If it is as I say it was, the experience could have happened with them generating the hospital room I was in using a holodeck type of technology.
I remember feeling energy in that room. I felt I was experiencing a machine that was generating consciousness.
Was this a random experience? Was the experience in the hospital for my good or was it a danger to my life?
I am still leaning to, that, while the hospital was helpful, I was in danger there. And it took victories there to overcome and be able to come out as not a clone. The doctors and nurses were not the problem, I stress.
Afterwards and other experiences, made me think that Elena Danaan was under some control, unconsciously trying to get me in trouble. So that led me, for my own safety, to stop following her and Dr. Salla.
But here is where it gets complicated. I remember back them struggling, whether to stop taking the drug. God mentioned that I should. That played a part.
So, the question is why would he? This means that this was necessary – but why? That remains a mystery.
So, recently as I was considering to going back to this group, he encouraged me with this. And I did.
I have said this in the past. When I watch a lot of a person online, we start to get a mind-meld. I start affecting their life. This is what may have happened with Elena. And I have to be careful that this time that I guard myself against any new developments. This may be foolish.
But at least for now, I get the information I crave and avoid the hard times that boredom creates as I catch up on all the content I missed.
The Plan
Elena Danaan is on a mission to save earth. She is no average individual. This video, explains how she temporarily left her body, in the place she is from, to come into this life.
Around early 2020, she says, the world was on the brink of a catastrophe. It is around this time that the positive races started to clean out Earth from the negative ones. A huge armada of motherships blockaded this solar system. The Dark Fleet, Greys and other bad races were kicked out. These races were helping/leading the Deep State.
What is my mission? I am known as the last days bad guy. According to the Bible, I believe under the Antichrist reign, the catastrophe is avoided. The world does not come to a nuclear end. Humanity continues.
Was my mission for myself? Maybe in part, but I think I play a significant role in leading this world through the dangerous times, with some side effects, but largely avoiding the unthinkable.
Humanity does not have Christ to lead them through this time, at least not in person. He chose his time earlier. The Antichrist, even with all the wars he creates, does maintain order and that should not be forgotten.
My State
Not much has changed. Although I experience slight improvements from time to time, I have still not come out of my illness. But that time will come, I am often being told. I will be harvestable and be plucked from my life to be among other people and places.
Used to crave being taken, but lately that has lost its huge appeal. I tend to prefer to be under my control and have a place of my own. I guess the flip needs to happen. When you are most happy with yourself, it is when you are most appealing.
I keep thinking that these alien races with advanced technology are striving for one goal – to be harvestable into the universe above one day. That is what I am close to achieving and what is my differentiator. This height will help the Antichrist solve the world’s problems – one which cannot be solved on this domain alone.